The trouble with starting a journal is beginning. Humans are such dynamic blends of the past, present, and future, to capture a moment, an expression, an emotion, a motive, is the most difficult task in life. Perhaps this is why art has been so cherished through out history...
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October 09, 2002
As soon as all of my siblings had left home, my Mom and Dad regressed 20 years in terms of maturity. They are at the point now where it is often annoying to be around them. Thankfully they don't act this way all of the time.
October 10, 2002
It seems that the only economic encouragement these days are the low interest rates that one can find. Yesterday, I received the only good news I've had all week: I got a new interest rate of 7.5% *big smile*
I typically not the kind of guy to complain a lot...
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October 15, 2002
Last weekend was extremely good to me. I'm not sure that I want to comment about it here. I am quite a private person, generally speaking, I don't share my personal life with very many people. If you know me, and I share my personal life with you -- feel very fortunate...
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October 19, 2002
My Sister got married tonight. It was a beautiful ceremony, and served as a fantastic reminder of how empty my life is. I have a girl friend (for the first time in over a year), but I don't feel like it is anything serious. Besides, she is Russian...
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October 20, 2002
I woke up at 11am this morning and laid in bed until 2:30pm. I was wishing that Maryna was here, and at the same time thinking about all of the disappointment she put me through last night. After my sister's wedding, she wanted to stop by a birthday party. I obliged...
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October 24, 2002
Nothing profound or thought provoking tonight -- like there ever is. My friend Anthony was telling me about how I should "open up" and share my feelings with Maryna, because if I don't she will drift away. So here is to you Maryna. I like you. I enjoy spending time with you...
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October 25, 2002
I spent the entire night trouble shooting a problem that I created at work. I think I could get fired over this one. I'm just not a hardware guy, no matter how you dice it - I'm not cut out for industry.
October 26, 2002
I spent a lot of time with Maryna yesterday. She is always an encouragement to me. I feel much better about my failures. She really is wonderful.
October 28, 2002
Minor and I ran today. This is our routine thing to do on Mondays. Today it was raining, cold, and dark. Perfect. We took off at a must faster pace than normal. Being that I got a workout last night, Minor kicked my butt...
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October 29, 2002
I have never been so scared in my entire life. I have become very accustomed to having spare change in my pocket, broad band internet access, cell phones, and new cars. I would say that I have done very well for a new college graduate. I made a fatal mistake, taking this job...
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