I misplaced my cell phone. I think I may have left it in the van I drove to Norman. There goes $300.
At change control today at work, everyone was laughing at me - again. I have taken more than my fair share. I'm tired of being a laughing stock. I'm tired of people who work with more or less stable systems laughing at me when an upgrade on a relatively unstable system fails. I'm tired. They think it is so funny that I fail repeatedly, when really I have very little control on whether an upgrade goes smoothly or not - that is really in the hands of the software developers, isn't it. fuck this shit. i have been ready to quit in the past, but today I came closer than ever before. i left the meeting after they were done ostracizing me.
I found my phone...so at least one good thing happened today. Maybe more than one...
