I want to be definitive about this: I am not morning this change. I feel that it, like many natural systems on this earth, is only a temporary shift. The gathering of potential energy, a cumulative gathering of merit, an undercurrent of thought, emotion, of being seeking a larger shift, seeking to define itself where no definition existed before. The gathering a necessity to over come the static friction of my usual surroundings, thoughts, feelings. I stand in awe of myself... in awe of my lack of interest as of late. Realizing that the lull is going smash itself suddenly, leading to a hurried frenzy of sudden motion, of sudden activity, of sudden and pure passion. A storm swell. I stand in awe and anticipation for that moment.
